"11" Numbers Stalking!

On this date of 11/1/11 I see fit to talk about what truly prompted me into this spiritual journey of awareness...

Back in 9/9/90 I had arrived to Bonaire to start my honeymoon. At the hotel's beachside bar, they started doing some typical tropical-resort games & activities for the guests. We joined in to a game of a hermit-crab race where they drew a large perimeter circle on the deck and had a bucket full of about 30-40 hermit-crabs with numbers on their shells. About 20 of us lined up on the outer perimeter circle and blindly drew numbers out of a hat. I opened my folded piece of paper to find that I got number "11". They then dumped the bucket-full of crabs upside down in the center of the circle, and a crazy mound of crabs started to crawl in every direction like sprockets on a wheel, driven by our shouts like a crowd on a horse-race, towards the outer perimeter circle finish line. Whichever crab got to the line first would be the winner, and the person who had the same number as that crab would win a prize.

Crab #11 won the race! But not only did it touch the line 1st, but IT CAME STRAIGHT TO ME, who had the #11. What were the odds of that?! In that heaping mound of scared/angry crabs running for their lives, somehow #11 came to the 11th person! Higher odds than being struck by lightning?? I was in shock and bewildered, and looked around to all wondering if anyone else understood the amazing synchronicity of it all. 

This set in motion a non-stop chain of "number prompts" that would appear to me constantly, incessantly like an obsessed stalker. On digital clocks everywhere I looked, license plates around me, building addresses I happened to look at, etc... 11:11, 7:11, 9:11... Then I noticed that at the time I lived in apt # 211. Later the prompts evolved into lots of 11, 22, 33, 44... and especially 55's! I would even wake up in the middle of the night at 03:33, 04:44, 05:55.... Aaaahhh!! Not just consciously "seeing" these or a plain trick of your mind, it's more like a "nudge" in the right direction at the perfect time. But I've also entered a room at precisely 15:55 or picked up my cell phone at one of these prompt-times...

When I got my first email address, the username I wanted was already taken, so it suggested a #11 added to it and I took it. Am I going insane? I had always noticed other number coincidences, especially with the #23, but never anything so obvious and constant as this. But then, since I was then going thru the turmoil of my kid-brother's death and later the birth of my sons, my older brother's terminal illness with ALS, my father's Alzheimers, my subsequent divorce & custody battle when my boys were just 4 & 2 yrs old, later the death of my nephew Paquito in Iraq in 2005, etc, etc... Life happens and you tend to put these metaphysical phenomenons in the distant back of your mind. I continued receiving the prompts, but I just ignored them... smiled... but looked the other way. "I've got too much on my plate right now to look into this."

At one point, I was forced to have to change cell phone numbers, which made me very mad, but when I gave-in to the cell company and they gave me my new number assigned by their system, what I got ended in 1133! Also I noticed later that my boys SSN's ended in 33 & 66... even a house I had to move to in 2009 had double columns looking like an 11:11!!

What is going on??!! I couldn't believe all these "coincidences" that were truly stalking me! So, in winter of 2008, after yet another divorce and when I was at the end of my rope, I finally decided to stop ignoring these prompts and to find out information about this; to see if this was happenning to other people too. So I googled searched "11:11" in the internet... and voilá!... All these websites appeared! The one that caught my attention the most - as if a light bulb went off in my head - was about the "11:11 Spirit Guardians".

This lead me down a rabbit hole into a path of discovery; reading all the books about this phenomenon, one book leads you to another, and another. Later into sacred geometry, our cosmic ancestors, and on and on... Which in turn "awakened" me into my present spiritual journey, the "glow-night" episode, finding my spiritual teachers, becoming a healer, etc., as you now know if you've read all my earlier postings here. It's all a FRACTAL of events! At present, since I use 24-hr clock, I'm getting more of 10:10, 20:20, and also 13:33, 12:12, 15:15, 22:22... and the more elusive 12:34.

My conclusion is that it doesn't matter what numbers you get, or their meaning, because it is just a way to get your attention to something out of your immediate 3D existence, to awaken your awareness and to raise your consciousness to a more interdimensional level (quantum). It could be happening to you with songs in the radio, or any other way that fits YOU into the purpose of paying attention. It's whatever sets you off, as a springboard! I think that unless you're experiencing this constant phenomenon yourself, as many other people are, you cannot quite grasp it.

But above all, it was a sign for me that I (we) are NOT alone, and that my celestial group (guardian angels, your higher-self, Spirit, or whatever you prefer to call it) was there all along through thick-n-thin, waiting for me to "summon their help"! These prompts are a catalyst, a trigger for us to activate our FREE WILL and give intent for the awakening into our own search for the divine within us. Ultimately, it made me realize that I had NOT ever "fallen from His Grace", but that I had voluntarily exiled myself from Grace and the communion with God, the Divine Source, the I AM that I AM. The Prodigal Daughter had arrived by accepting the invitation of the 11:11!

P.S.-You do not have to believe in the "Urantia Midwayers" or "guardian angels" to be able to use the prompts as a springboard for awakening. It's just a start!
www.1111spiritguardians.com
http://board.1111angels.com/viewtopic.php?t=345

My Tattoo: "11:Guardians:11"