November 18, 2011

Back at You 11:11!

While we're still in this 11:11 Star Gate, I will like to invite you to pay homage to your celestial guides-guardians by doing this simple exercise.

Set your watches/clocks/phones to beep at 11:11 am/pm every day. At that moment when it rings - no matter where you are or what you're doing - give thanks (mentally) to your God, Higher-Guidance, Divine Mother, etc., for being there for you.  As a: "Back at you for prompting you into awakening!"

Raise your awareness to send {{love waves}} to your loved ones - friends & family, your leaders, and even your UN-friendlies - both here or beyond, connecting to Spirit and the Earth grid that unites us all... for just a few seconds or as long as you can/want in that short moment. This will raise your vibration into higher expanded-consciousness = ascension! It will create a "stadium-wave" effect throughout the planet at 11:11.

I personally have been doing this for over a year now, at 11:11 and at 22:22. A split-second meditation & intention is all you need. Happy Thanksgiving Day!

In gratitude.... Namaste <3



November 11, 2011

The First Morning

The First Morning 
by Tita "Lyriana" Martinez
I hope you've rested your beautiful body,
Enlightened confusions from your brilliant mind,
Revitalized the energy within your powerful spirit,
Soothed away any affliction from your gracious soul,
Tended to the wounds and pampered your loving heart.

For this is the dawn of a new era of your life,
The beginning of your blissful golden years,
The time to commence a fruitful paradigm,
An age full of wonder and rewarding gifts,
Unfurl your angelic wings and soar on high!


On this re-birthing day, I feel I should talk about this new-beginning story... 
I'm a survivor of a couple of bad abusive/alcoholic marriages. If you see again the De Niro movie "Raging Bull" (newly out on 30th anniversary blu-ray edition), in it notice the role of the abused wife. She was very much ME years ago! When I first saw that movie, it was a short while after I had divorced a jealous abusive spouse (schizophrenic) where I barely got out of there with my life in the middle of the night - after 3 yrs of putting up with him - all bruised up, with bleeding scratches on my face & neck and an injured eardrum from his blows to my face. (Yes, I fought back! But he was a 6' tall body-builder.)

I left only with what I could pack in my crew bag, with NO place to go but to a hotel with some fellow Eastern Airlines Flight Attendant friends who took me in and paid for the taxi ride that took me there at 1:00am. I was happy to have a roof over my head even if I was sleeping on the floor. Later, I even visited a women's shelter in Newark for assistance. It was Summer 1986 and I had just turned 24. He still followed me for weeks, and I was always fearful that one day he would kill me.... but of course, he "loved me"! Back then I truly thought that my love was all we needed to make this marriage work.  Whew!!

So many things (jealousy fights) in that movie were exactly as what I had lived in that marriage too. To this day, I still cannot see that movie... nor "Sleeping with the Enemy"... too close for comfort! But the moral of this story is that if I could do that, survive & move away from that marriage in spite of all odds, having no money, etc.... then you all can certainly do it too. Start afresh leaving all FEAR behind!!

I cannot even begin to tell you the feeling of freedom and rebirth that you can feel from ending an unloving & dysfunctional relationship. You simply don't see the light at the end of the tunnel while you're IN the murky waters!! Then afterwards, the sky is the limit and you're fearless in life! Regardless of IF whether you ever find a suitable loving partner later or not. "Mejor sólo que mal acompañado!"...  and I am co-dependent NO MORE!!

Just when you think you can't or won't get anything better, something better always comes along! Take a leap of faith in that Spirit will take care of you if you give your intent & prayers for something wonderful and deserving. A better world starts with YOU!
Namaste

A Farewell Cry

A Farewell Cry
by Tita "Lyriana" Martinez

Tonight I cry
a sorrowful cry
a farewell cry
for one last time

To say goodbye
once and for all
to a painful old time
that will forever be gone

They're bittersweet tears
the hard letting go
of embedded fears
that plagued me so

Like shedding old skin
that regrettably I'll miss
tears welcoming the new
the blissful years of good

Tonight I cry
a sorrowful cry
a farewell cry
for the very last time

In this day of perceived rebirth, trust in the Divine plan, and the awakening to a Golden Age.... this old poem (written years ago) was in my mind as I was awakened this morning by a bird chirping on my window sill. I opened my eyes and it was 10:22am! I hope you pass this day in quiet conversation with your Divine Source and your higher-self, even if it turns out to be just an average "ordinary" day.

But do connect with all as ONE! Namaste.
Love, Love, Love and Thank you, Thank you

November 1, 2011

"11" Numbers Stalking!

On this date of 11/1/11 I see fit to talk about what truly prompted me into this spiritual journey of awareness...

Back in 9/9/90 I had arrived to Bonaire to start my honeymoon. At the hotel's beachside bar, they started doing some typical tropical-resort games & activities for the guests. We joined in to a game of a hermit-crab race where they drew a large perimeter circle on the deck and had a bucket full of about 30-40 hermit-crabs with numbers on their shells. About 20 of us lined up on the outer perimeter circle and blindly drew numbers out of a hat. I opened my folded piece of paper to find that I got number "11". They then dumped the bucket-full of crabs upside down in the center of the circle, and a crazy mound of crabs started to crawl in every direction like sprockets on a wheel, driven by our shouts like a crowd on a horse-race, towards the outer perimeter circle finish line. Whichever crab got to the line first would be the winner, and the person who had the same number as that crab would win a prize.

Crab #11 won the race! But not only did it touch the line 1st, but IT CAME STRAIGHT TO ME, who had the #11. What were the odds of that?! In that heaping mound of scared/angry crabs running for their lives, somehow #11 came to the 11th person! Higher odds than being struck by lightning?? I was in shock and bewildered, and looked around to all wondering if anyone else understood the amazing synchronicity of it all. 

This set in motion a non-stop chain of "number prompts" that would appear to me constantly, incessantly like an obsessed stalker. On digital clocks everywhere I looked, license plates around me, building addresses I happened to look at, etc... 11:11, 7:11, 9:11... Then I noticed that at the time I lived in apt # 211. Later the prompts evolved into lots of 11, 22, 33, 44... and especially 55's! I would even wake up in the middle of the night at 03:33, 04:44, 05:55.... Aaaahhh!! Not just consciously "seeing" these or a plain trick of your mind, it's more like a "nudge" in the right direction at the perfect time. But I've also entered a room at precisely 15:55 or picked up my cell phone at one of these prompt-times...

When I got my first email address, the username I wanted was already taken, so it suggested a #11 added to it and I took it. Am I going insane? I had always noticed other number coincidences, especially with the #23, but never anything so obvious and constant as this. But then, since I was then going thru the turmoil of my kid-brother's death and later the birth of my sons, my older brother's terminal illness with ALS, my father's Alzheimers, my subsequent divorce & custody battle when my boys were just 4 & 2 yrs old, later the death of my nephew Paquito in Iraq in 2005, etc, etc... Life happens and you tend to put these metaphysical phenomenons in the distant back of your mind. I continued receiving the prompts, but I just ignored them... smiled... but looked the other way. "I've got too much on my plate right now to look into this."

At one point, I was forced to have to change cell phone numbers, which made me very mad, but when I gave-in to the cell company and they gave me my new number assigned by their system, what I got ended in 1133! Also I noticed later that my boys SSN's ended in 33 & 66... even a house I had to move to in 2009 had double columns looking like an 11:11!!

What is going on??!! I couldn't believe all these "coincidences" that were truly stalking me! So, in winter of 2008, after yet another divorce and when I was at the end of my rope, I finally decided to stop ignoring these prompts and to find out information about this; to see if this was happenning to other people too. So I googled searched "11:11" in the internet... and voilá!... All these websites appeared! The one that caught my attention the most - as if a light bulb went off in my head - was about the "11:11 Spirit Guardians".

This lead me down a rabbit hole into a path of discovery; reading all the books about this phenomenon, one book leads you to another, and another. Later into sacred geometry, our cosmic ancestors, and on and on... Which in turn "awakened" me into my present spiritual journey, the "glow-night" episode, finding my spiritual teachers, becoming a healer, etc., as you now know if you've read all my earlier postings here. It's all a FRACTAL of events! At present, since I use 24-hr clock, I'm getting more of 10:10, 20:20, and also 13:33, 12:12, 15:15, 22:22... and the more elusive 12:34.

My conclusion is that it doesn't matter what numbers you get, or their meaning, because it is just a way to get your attention to something out of your immediate 3D existence, to awaken your awareness and to raise your consciousness to a more interdimensional level (quantum). It could be happening to you with songs in the radio, or any other way that fits YOU into the purpose of paying attention. It's whatever sets you off, as a springboard! I think that unless you're experiencing this constant phenomenon yourself, as many other people are, you cannot quite grasp it.

But above all, it was a sign for me that I (we) are NOT alone, and that my celestial group (guardian angels, your higher-self, Spirit, or whatever you prefer to call it) was there all along through thick-n-thin, waiting for me to "summon their help"! These prompts are a catalyst, a trigger for us to activate our FREE WILL and give intent for the awakening into our own search for the divine within us. Ultimately, it made me realize that I had NOT ever "fallen from His Grace", but that I had voluntarily exiled myself from Grace and the communion with God, the Divine Source, the I AM that I AM. The Prodigal Daughter had arrived by accepting the invitation of the 11:11!

P.S.-You do not have to believe in the "Urantia Midwayers" or "guardian angels" to be able to use the prompts as a springboard for awakening. It's just a start!
www.1111spiritguardians.com
http://board.1111angels.com/viewtopic.php?t=345

My Tattoo: "11:Guardians:11"