I have not forgotten you, nor this blog! I'm currently recovering from a bad fall where I hit my head on the hard concrete sidewalk and sustained a mild concussion and bruising... My right eye is still very swollen and it looks as if I was punched in the eye... <sigh>
New posts will follow soon. Happy Holidays to you all! Namaste <3
While we're still in this 11:11 Star Gate, I will like to invite you to pay homage to your celestial guides-guardians by doing this simple exercise.
Set your watches/clocks/phones to beep at 11:11 am/pm every day. At that moment when it rings - no matter where you are or what you're doing - give thanks (mentally) to your God, Higher-Guidance, Divine Mother, etc., for being there for you. As a: "Back at you for prompting you into awakening!"
Raise your awareness to send {{love waves}} to your loved ones - friends & family, your leaders, and even your UN-friendlies - both here or beyond, connecting to Spirit and the Earth grid that unites us all... for just a few seconds or as long as you can/want in that short moment. This will raise your vibration into higher expanded-consciousness = ascension! It will create a "stadium-wave" effect throughout the planet at 11:11.
I personally have been doing this for over a year now, at 11:11 and at 22:22. A split-second meditation & intention is all you need. Happy Thanksgiving Day!
Revitalized the energy
within your powerful spirit,
Soothed away any
affliction from your gracious soul,
Tended to the wounds
and pampered your loving heart.
For this is the dawn
of a new era of your life,
The beginning of your
blissful golden years,
The time to commence a
fruitful paradigm,
An age full of wonder
and rewarding gifts,
Unfurl your angelic
wings and soar on high!
On this re-birthing day, I feel I should talk about this new-beginning story...
I'm a survivor of a couple of bad abusive/alcoholic marriages. If you see again the De Niro movie "Raging Bull" (newly out on 30th anniversary blu-ray edition), in it notice the role of the abused wife. She
was very much ME years ago! When I first saw that movie, it was a short while
after I had divorced a jealous abusive spouse (schizophrenic) where I barely
got out of there with my life in the middle of the night - after 3 yrs of putting up with him - all bruised
up, with bleeding scratches on my face & neck and an injured
eardrum from his blows to my face. (Yes, I fought back! But he was a 6' tall body-builder.)
I left only with what I could pack in my crew bag, with NO place to
go but to a hotel with some fellow Eastern Airlines Flight Attendant friends who took me in and paid for the
taxi ride that took me there at 1:00am. I was happy to have a roof over
my head even if I was sleeping on the floor. Later, I even visited a
women's shelter in Newark for assistance. It was Summer 1986 and I had
just turned 24. He still followed me for weeks, and I was always fearful
that one day he would kill me.... but of course, he "loved me"! Back then I truly thought that my love was all we needed to make this marriage work. Whew!!
So
many things (jealousy fights) in that movie were exactly as what I had
lived in that marriage too. To this day, I still cannot see that
movie... nor "Sleeping with the Enemy"... too close for comfort! But the moral of this story is
that if I could do that, survive & move away from that marriage in
spite of all odds, having no money, etc.... then you all can certainly do
it too. Start afresh leaving all FEAR behind!!
I
cannot even begin to tell you the feeling of freedom and rebirth that
you can feel from ending an unloving & dysfunctional relationship.
You simply don't see the light at the end of the tunnel while you're IN
the murky waters!! Then afterwards, the sky is the limit and you're
fearless in life! Regardless of IF whether you ever find a suitable loving
partner later or not. "Mejor sólo que mal acompañado!"... and I am co-dependent NO MORE!!
Just when you think
you can't or won't get anything better, something better always comes along! Take a
leap of faith in that Spirit will take care of you if you give your
intent & prayers for something wonderful and deserving. A better world starts with YOU!
In this day of perceived rebirth, trust in the Divine plan, and the awakening to a Golden Age.... this old poem (written years ago) was in my mind as I was awakened this morning by a bird chirping on my window sill. I opened my eyes and it was 10:22am! I hope you pass this day in quiet conversation with your Divine Source and your higher-self, even if it turns out to be just an average "ordinary" day.
On this date of 11/1/11 I see fit to talk about what truly prompted me into this spiritual journey of awareness...
Back in 9/9/90 I had arrived to Bonaire to start my honeymoon. At the hotel's beachside bar, they started doing some typical tropical-resort games & activities for the guests. We joined in to a game of a hermit-crab race where they drew a large perimeter circle on the deck and had a bucket full of about 30-40 hermit-crabs with numbers on their shells. About 20 of us lined up on the outer perimeter circle and blindly drew numbers out of a hat. I opened my folded piece of paper to find that I got number "11". They then dumped the bucket-full of crabs upside down in the center of the circle, and a crazy mound of crabs started to crawl in every direction like sprockets on a wheel, driven by our shouts like a crowd on a horse-race, towards the outer perimeter circle finish line. Whichever crab got to the line first would be the winner, and the person who had the same number as that crab would win a prize.
Crab #11 won the race! But not only did it touch the line 1st, but IT CAME STRAIGHT TO ME, who had the #11. What were the odds of that?! In that heaping mound of scared/angry crabs running for their lives, somehow #11 came to the 11th person! Higher odds than being struck by lightning?? I was in shock and bewildered, and looked around to all wondering if anyone else understood the amazing synchronicity of it all.
This set in motion a non-stop chain of "number prompts" that would appear to me constantly, incessantly like an obsessed stalker. On digital clocks everywhere I looked, license plates around me, building addresses I happened to look at, etc... 11:11, 7:11, 9:11... Then I noticed that at the time I lived in apt # 211. Later the prompts evolved into lots of 11, 22, 33, 44... and especially 55's! I would even wake up in the middle of the night at 03:33, 04:44, 05:55.... Aaaahhh!! Not just consciously "seeing" these or a plain trick of your mind, it's more like a "nudge" in the right direction at the perfect time. But I've also entered a room at precisely 15:55 or picked up my cell phone at one of these prompt-times...
When I got my first email address, the username I wanted was already taken, so it suggested a #11 added to it and I took it. Am I going insane? I had always noticed other number coincidences, especially with the #23, but never anything so obvious and constant as this. But then, since I was then going thru the turmoil of my kid-brother's death and later the birth of my sons, my older brother's terminal illness with ALS, my father's Alzheimers, my subsequent divorce & custody battle when my boys were just 4 & 2 yrs old, later the death of my nephew Paquito in Iraq in 2005, etc, etc... Life happens and you tend to put these metaphysical phenomenons in the distant back of your mind. I continued receiving the prompts, but I just ignored them... smiled... but looked the other way. "I've got too much on my plate right now to look into this."
At one point, I was forced to have to change cell phone numbers, which made me very mad, but when I gave-in to the cell company and they gave me my new number assigned by their system, what I got ended in 1133! Also I noticed later that my boys SSN's ended in 33 & 66... even a house I had to move to in 2009 had double columns looking like an 11:11!!
What is going on??!! I couldn't believe all these "coincidences" that were truly stalking me! So, in winter of 2008, after yet another divorce and when I was at the end of my rope, I finally decided to stop ignoring these prompts and to find out information about this; to see if this was happenning to other people too. So I googled searched "11:11" in the internet... and voilá!... All these websites appeared! The one that caught my attention the most - as if a light bulb went off in my head - was about the "11:11 Spirit Guardians".
This lead me down a rabbit hole into a path of discovery; reading all the books about this phenomenon, one book leads you to another, and another. Later into sacred geometry, our cosmic ancestors, and on and on... Which in turn "awakened" me into my present spiritual journey, the "glow-night" episode, finding my spiritual teachers, becoming a healer, etc., as you now know if you've read all my earlier postings here. It's all a FRACTAL of events! At present, since I use 24-hr clock, I'm getting more of 10:10, 20:20, and also 13:33, 12:12, 15:15, 22:22... and the more elusive 12:34.
My conclusion is that it doesn't matter what numbers you get, or their meaning, because it is just a way to get your attention to something out of your immediate 3D existence, to awaken your awareness and to raise your consciousness to a more interdimensional level (quantum). It could be happening to you with songs in the radio, or any other way that fits YOU into the purpose of paying attention. It's whatever sets you off, as a springboard! I think that unless you're experiencing this constant phenomenon yourself, as many other people are, you cannot quite grasp it.
But above all, it was a sign for me that I (we) are NOT alone, and that my celestial group (guardian angels, your higher-self, Spirit, or whatever you prefer to call it) was there all along through thick-n-thin, waiting for me to "summon their help"! These prompts are a catalyst, a trigger for us to activate our FREE WILL and give intent for the awakening into our own search for the divine within us. Ultimately, it made me realize that I had NOT ever "fallen from His Grace", but that I had voluntarily exiled myself from Grace and the communion with God, the Divine Source, the I AM that I AM. The Prodigal Daughter had arrived by accepting the invitation of the 11:11!
P.S.-You do not have to believe in the "Urantia Midwayers" or "guardian angels" to be able to use the prompts as a springboard for awakening. It's just a start!
www.1111spiritguardians.com
http://board.1111angels.com/viewtopic.php?t=345
What a month it has been! A month of expression and lessons learned. The birthing of this blog opened a floodgate of remembrances, spiritual guidance and teachings... recently, mostly lessons on TOLERANCE and non-judgment!
The spectrum of anecdotes varied from a wide range of simple "signs", to mastering teachings. At one point during a work-trip, I was faced with a passenger trying to ascertain my religious faith in hopes of recruiting me into her huge Gateway Church. She was sitting next to me during my commuting flight from Dallas (DFW) to Chicago (ORD).
"What church do you belong to?", she asked. This is a common conversation ice-breaker in the heavily Evangelical-Republican-Bible-Belt southern million-dollar-homes suburb where this church is located, and where this lady lives. The conversation went on for the entire 2 hour flight, on matters of religious beliefs & true Christian practices. In the end, both she and I were unexpectedly surprised of how much we were actually in agreement and "on the same page" in our ideas and general concepts, of practicing our faith in our every day lives... her from her evangelical-baptist christian point of view, me from my spiritual-metaphysical New Age interdenominational belief. Perhaps being mislead by her stereotypical notion of who a Flight Attendant is, I think she was not expecting me to be one on a spiritual path. But I held my ground during our discussion and it all served to remind me as well of not judging based on preconceived notions. I too had misjudged her as soon as I heard her first remarks.
A couple of days later, during the same trip, I had a teenager girl flying for her very first time on a flight from Knoxville to Chicago, by herself as an unaccompanied-minor. She was truly unfamiliar with everything related to air travel and the airplane itself, so I helped reassure her and explained all the features of our jet and the escorting process. After all, the first time I was ever on a major flight to the USA, I was 22 years old!
During the beverage service in mid-flight of that one-hour-long flight, this girl -Bible in hand- started asking me questions about my religious beliefs... here we go again!!"Do you read the Bible?", "which Bible?", "do you even believe in God?".... all in an accusatory tone and in a machine-gun delivery approach! "The King James Bible is THE true bible and the ONLY holy scripture!"
Long story short, after me politely (and caring/smiling at her) answering each question BRIEFLY, she decided and flatly told me that I -and anyone who is not Christian BAPTIST- "were going to HELL". But that she would pray for my salvation nonetheless.... I replied: "I understand where you're coming from and I appreciate your good intentions. That is okay, and it's suitable for you; but we are free to choose our beliefs in this country, and the Baptist religion simply does not suit me at this stage of my 49-yr old life. I'm not even supposed to discuss religion while working." I politely thanked her -still with a compassionate smile on my face- and continued serving beverages to the next passenger. She was only 16 yrs old.
As that same flight was starting its final approach into ORD, another lady passenger asked me about my "Rising Star" pendant necklace. I briefly explained (again) about what it meant, and she was very receptive to the information. As she was deplaning the aircraft at the end of the flight, she handed me a handwritten note that read:
"I am getting a message -(I'm psychic/medium)- that you need to read Doreen Virtue's book on Earth Angels, because YOU are an Earth Angel and probably a High Priestess! Namaste, Anna"
LOL What a contrast! I have indeed read it and have recommended it to other people too. I got this book in Oct 10, 2010(coincidentally matching date as the same birth-date of this blog!) after some stranger told me during a Derek O'Neill workshop we were attending, that I was an "Earth Incarnated Angel" as described in that book. Actually, I fit the description there to a T!! :-)))
And all in a day's work...... Life is truly stranger than fiction!... and the lessons are always there in front of us everywhere, for our benefit!
“There is no harm in having many religions and faiths, but it is harmful
to think that they are different and that one faith is higher and the
other one is lower. Children, do not see the differences. See the unity
in them and the great ideals that they teach.” ~ Amma Amritanandamayi
"Love is the answer; now what is the question?" ~ Derek O'Neill
This is a story of mixed-blessings and unconditional love from every angle....
My kid brother Luis Gabriel “Gabo”
was born on Dec/31/1972, on the day that Roberto Clemente’s humanitarian plane
crashed; I was 10 ½ years old. I didn’t know then that he was the
love child of a love affair my mother had. My parents’ physical and
romantic relationship was practically dead when she met and fell in
love with another man who was married too. Her pregnancy was an
accident, of course, and the whole world came crashing down on her to
the point that she tried to kill herself by having a car crash. Due
to this accident that sent her to the hospital with minor injuries,
was then how we (the kids) were told that she was pregnant and that
it was a “miracle” she didn’t loose the child. My parents
shortly reconciled and all things were back to our normal
dysfunctional household.
My father accepted, raised and loved
him as his own son without ever any hesitation. We (the kids) were
never told, but I intuitively became aware of Gabo’s birth
circumstances by the time I was 15. My mother let me know
“officially” by the time I was in college. Having the true facts
helped explain my parents' situation as a couple, but it did not
change or diminished in the least bit how he was our own brother just
the same. This was such a “lesson” on acceptance, love and
Grace!
Gabo turned out to be a happy-go-lucky,
charming and loving boy his whole life. He didn't have a mean bone in
his body. My oldest brother (Cuco) and I were the ones who took care
of him after school and helped with his upbringing. Gabo suffered
from dyslexia, so doing homework with him was a very difficult task.
Gabo used to call me “Mami Momia” (Mummy Mommy) from child play,
and we were very close. As he became a teenager, he spent a year off
in Germany (at Ramstein AFB) with my other brother Paco when he was
stationed there.
Shortly after he came back from Europe,
Gabo was the only brother that was able to come to my wedding when I
finally got married (to the later father of my children) in New
Jersey, after my fiance and I had been living together for 3 yrs.
It was my surprise wedding gift to Artie - right before we entered the reception
hall - to tell him that I was about 8 weeks pregnant. My family was
delighted with the news and Gabo wished us well in the wedding video
and stated matter-of-factly that it would be a boy.
On the exact day when we returned home
after our two-week honeymoon, Gabo was accidentally shot and killed in our neighborhood
by a troubled teenager who had purchased an illegal gun in the
streets. It was September 23, 1990 and my baby brother was only 17 yrs old.
He never got old enough to be told who his biological father was.
Did it matter? NO, my father was his real father, indeed!
Needless to say, my family debated how
to tell me the news because they feared I would loose the baby. The
pain and sorrow of loosing my kid brother who was almost my own child
was unbearable to say the least, but I managed to survive it because
of a “spiritual experience” I had on the plane ride that day on
my way back to San Juan, and later, because of my pregnancy and
the related happiness of finally having my own child.
As I boarded the emergency flight back
to P.R., all I knew was that he was still “alive” in the
hospital, but that he was probably brain-dead and connected to
life-support. I was very grieve-stricken and in shock, but somehow
managed to briefly dose-off in mid-flight. Suddenly, in my
half-asleep state I felt Gabo's presence as if he was hugging me right
there, as I then “telepathically” (inwardly, not actually hearing
a voice) received his message telling me that he was happy and that:
“It is all about the LOVE... nothing else matters.” I
was simultaneously feeling this indescribable deep loving peace
surrounding me!
I woke
up with the “knowing” and understanding that he had passed away, but that he would
always be there very present for me. This gave me the fortitude to
survive the aftermath of this tragedy and to complete my bittersweet
gestation period. As we were picked up at the airport by a friend of
the family, he had to timidly convey the news that Gabo had indeed
passed away while we were in-flight. I reassured him saying: “Don't
worry, I already know, I'll be okay.”
My parents chose to not press criminal charges against the teenager neighbor whose ill-fated chain of errors and bad decisions set in motion such subsequent devastating events to both himself and to our family. My parents truly forgave, showed compassion, and FORGOT his erroneous actions!
I was devastated for the next few
months until I was taken to the hospital and was induced into labor
on April 22. But my firstborn boy, Christian Gabriel, was born at
12:02 AM, April 23, 1991, exactly 7 months after Gabo's
passing, and to fulfill his prediction on my wedding night.
My kid brother was more like a son to
me, and his short life until his death at 17 yrs old was nothing but
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. When I finally purchased my own first house in
2003, I planted a tree in the front lawn, in his memory. A
Chinese Pistache tree that would endure the extreme Texas heat. I
have since had to move out of this house due to my divorce and the
financial hardships of being a single mom... but this tree remains
growing there as a testimony of unending love! You may visit it at:
Last Spring I received the "nudge" and guidance to go to Lake Titicaca. I was
all booked- vaccinations included- to go on a spiritual trip to Bolivia's sacred places in Tiwuanaku & Lake Titicaca for the solstice in June,
but had to cancel it only 2 days before for lack of funds. (My IRS rebate
allotted for this trip was "mysteriously" lost in the system, even thou I filed in January.)
I was all depressed
&
conflicted about NOT being able to go then, also because I felt I was
wasting my vacation week with nothing to do/go. But lo & behold....
on June 21st I somehow "found" online that, to my surprise, Mother Amma was
going to be here in Dallas the very next day. I had heard of her
but had
never sought more information. So, for the next couple of days I went
for
Darshan and received a healing of ALL my "mother issues"- even the ones I didn't know I had!- and then
during
the Devi Bhava ceremony (June 23) I received from Amma my mantra. I just knew
immediately that I had to get the Japa Mala initiation. Once again, I did not choose a guru, a Satguru came to me when I was ready. And she certainly did that for me! It all fell
into place as it should have been in perfect synchronicity after all.
(As it was too when the first Kryon books came to me in perfect timing.)
The moment she gave me the first HUG (darshan) and I smelled her flowery rose fragrance, I recognized that it was THE same scent I had been engulfed-in several times before: during my trails in Sedona, at several other spiritual workshops, etc... Aha! It was the Devine Mother who had always been there with me in my awakening journey!
Suddenly I knew I had to follow her to one of Amma's 4-day retreats, so it turned out that the one in Toronto in July fit my days-off schedule and I booked it as my birthday gift to myself! (The IRS money finally arrived in time for this!!) I guess it has been a year of "Divine Goddess" healing... So many synchronicity events happened during those days in the retreat. It was truly magical! I could see it all playing out like a game of chess.
I have not given
up going to Lake Titicaca. Later in Summer, I started reading a book by Jorge Luis
Delgado, "Andean Awakening", a must read, especially before going there! I'm hoping to make it there at
a later time, perhaps next year. I trust the guidance to go there,
though it may have been the wrong timing for me to go in June. Spirit works s l o w l y !
After meeting Amma Amritanandamayi, I've had a new-found peace that I had never felt before! Go see for yourself...
In June/11/2010, I was in England for the "Reconnecting the
Codes" 3-day workshop at Stonehenge, Avebury & Crop Circles by
Solara An-Ra. On the introduction channelled-message the very first
thing she starts saying is a message for ME:
“Angels of Light come first, to speak to you (pointing at me) dear one. L y r i a n a
is your name, Angel of Light that you are... Lyriana... (chanting) how sweet is this
name... how sweet the vibration... Lyriana, from the Sirian Archangelic
Tribe, a branch of which, if you like, are called “Angels of Light”.
Yes, all angels are of the light vibration, but these are specific. We
call ourselves “Angels of Light”, and have specific purpose thru you,
dear one."
(Thank God I was recording it!) See Solara's website here:
The entire naming-ceremony "christening" experience was amazing!! I was coming home! And NO coincidence that this occurred in England. We
received several activations of our DNA, healings & initiations tailored to
each individual throughout the 3 days, and divinely guided by our
guardians, masters and other spirit ancestors & shamans, as channeled thru
Solara An-Ra. The final "graduation" initiation for me turned out to be....
the Sisterhood of Isis! This workshop was similar to a Karnak InitiationInto the Great White or Gold Brotherhoodworkshop that I had received in August 2009 by Bhakti Sondra Shaye. See here:
I never felt familiar or connected to my proper
given name.... I never reacted when people called me that! I had a
strong aversion to it, like that birth name was someone else and NOT me. Hence why since kindergarten I always asked
everyone to call me by my nickname Tita. I have been transitioning since to this "new" name - Lyriana - which immediately felt
dear & true to me. It is now an integral part of my metamorphosis into the New Paradigm self.
This truly felt like a rite of
passage into my spiritual life. Almost as when priests &
nuns are given a new name too... I'm a "New Age Nun" now! ;-)) It's
like when you get your Confirmation name (which I never did, back when I was a Catholic teenager). Something really good "clicks" inside when I hear
someone call me by this name!
I hope the big picture is becoming clearer for you... All this chain of events that was triggered by my intent and desire for reconnection to Spirit & my Higher-Self, in the beginning of 2009.
Around early April 2009, in the book I
was reading at the time there was a reference to the Crop Circles in
England. I jumped with excitement: “Crop Circles are still
appearing in England!!??” I didn't know they were! I remember
seeing news years earlier about a few of those “circles”...
entangled in a lot of controversy. I never forgot my
birthday on July 12, 1990 when it was all over the news about
the long now-famous pictogram that appeared that day nearly 20 yrs
earlier. (see photos below)
Upon looking up more information about
them in the internet, I quickly became fascinated by the intricate designs & sacred geometry
involved. This was just in time for the start of the 2009 CC season.
I then purchased every book & video I could find about the
subject. I felt the NEED to go to Wiltshire to experience their
presence that very Summer. It was NOT enough for me to just read
about or see photos from a distance. I HAD to be IN them! I made
arrangements to travel to England in mid-July in time for my birthday
at the height of a most prolific CC season, and booked to attend my
first CC Summer Lectures conference in Devizes UK.
Upon
first arriving to England on July 9th
2009, I immediately felt a deep familiarity with the southern
countryside there. It truly felt like home more than I ever felt in
my own homeland or the US. All kinds of synchronicity kept happening
to me while there, as if I had opened a Pandora's box of great things
and good omens. I visited Stonehenge on my birthday! And I could not
stop this urge to be in Avebury and its surrounding areas. Then on
July 13,I
finally managed to visit my first crop formation... the “Mayan
Headdress” formation across Silbury Hill! It was at sunset and with
no other visitors around (except my 2 friend companions) to share
this wondrous energetic temple!
I
could feel the energy of it as I got closer to it. Then at the
magical moment when I stepped into this perfect formation, a wave of
pure
love
energy engulfed me, overpowering me into tears and almost dropping to
my knees. As I circumnavigated the rivers of flattened wheat shafts,
my inner-child felt reborn and I came to visualize the higher path
that had led me to that moment of surrender...
That
year I visited several CC formations and other ancient sacred &
energetic places like Glastonbury. When it was time to leave
Wiltshire before going back to TX, we drove down a road south from
Marlborough with the Savernake Forest to my left-side car window. I
felt ripped apart by the feeling of not
wanting to leave England, my true Motherland, so much that I had a
tightness in my chest and dreadful feeling of leaving an appendage
behind. The next morning, the inter-dimensional “circle makers”
honored my
(wink) feelings by planting an appendage-missing formation on
Martinsell Hill near that same road, on July 19, 2009... but I was
lucky to return later that month for the CC's Lectures, and I
continue to do my pilgrimage to Wilts every year since. The crop
circles for me have been a calling card to a new network of friends
and new spiritual pursuits!
See
for yourself: http://www.temporarytemples.co.uk/imagelibrary/
Just the very next day after I entered my "Glow-Night" story, I went back to my reading of the latest KRYON book "The 12 Layers of DNA". The next pages I start reading were the chapter of the God layers (pg 186...) and they seem to explain that very episode I had, as a possible activation of those layers thru my having given intent!
Back when I started reading "New Age" spirituality books in late 2008, one book led me to another, and another, etc. I had seen the KRYON book series while browsing, but I decided to postpone reading them and go on to other books. Cast aside, moved on! Then later I was "suggested" them on my Amazon page, but yet again I passed the "prompt" and just added the first book to my wish list. Then I guess He decided to take matters into his own hands and about 2 days later a friend comes home with his old copies of KRYON's books 1 & 2: "I thought you'd be interested in reading these books", he said. I nearly dropped to my knees in amazement! And my body received a huge "goose bump" sensation up & down my spine.
It was March 2009, just after my Glow event!! So yes, Kryon came to me!... because I was ready for him then. Your teachers DO come to you! Everything I read clicked in perfect harmony with my inner-knowing and HIS explanations are the best & easiest for ALL to understand! Then as I started reading insatiably, I felt the "urge" to go to one of his workshops so that I could experience for myself His energies "in the flesh". ;-) After several attempts in the latter months on 2009, I finally got the proper timing to go to the Boulder seminar in January 2010... and NO coincidence that THAT was the one I had to attend as my 1st time. It all seemed to be a message for "me"! :-) See this channeling now on the DNA book, page 222. (LOL about the pg number... but more about these 11, 22, 33 numbers in later postings). I had already been initiated as a Rising Star healer by that time and several things said in that channeling were for "healers" too.
I also went later to the Mt. Shasta seminar in April 2010 where lots other synchronicity occurred surrounding this trip. (also see my posting of "My F/A Job") I'll never forget when he said: "You Lemurians come to Shasta to pick up tools"... and that I did, indeed! You are all so dearly loved.
www.kryon.com
What I'm about to describe here is one
of my most difficult to explain events and a most-guarded secret to
come out and share in public. As I figure out which story to post
each day, I try to discern the proper timing for publishing it,
trying to pace myself. But I then realize that the “timing”
implies that I'm taking for granted that I indeed do have all these
days ahead to write & post here. Is that living in the NOW? What
if I don't have much time left here in this lifetime?
There are all these things that I've
wanted to share... always thinking that “someday” I'll write some
essays or something to immortalize these stories for my kids &
grandkids. Then there's always the: “who would care to read about
my soap-opera life? It'll sound like a bad novella, too crazy for
anyone to believe anyway!” But the truth is that I should write
these regardless of how many people would be actually reading them...
for ME!... as a catharsis and acknowledgment of the lessons learned.
That's why I'll be adding several postings every week, like there's
no tomorrow. ;-) Of course, it's also as a product of the
new-paradigm energies we're receiving here on Earth, that are giving
us a feeling of time for closure and life-review before the rebirth.
So, I should tell you what happened to me that was the TRUE awakening
into my current spiritual path of enlightenment, mastery &
empowerment. I take the risk of not doing it justice in my
written description here! But here it goes...
Around the middle of March 2009, I was
already reading several new age spiritual books with channeled
“angelic or cosmic” messages, and one day I decided to make it
official and gave intention up to the heavens to start my
awakening journey, and promised to pay more attention to the guidance
brought by all my celestial guardians & guides.
Then just two nights later around
3:30am, while in a state of lite sleep, my brain suddenly “turned
on” with an inner electric painless sensation that felt as if I had
stuck my finger in a socket and had turned my brain into a huge
“glow-worm”. It seemed to have started from the lower back of my
brain (cerebellum) until it engulfed my entire brain & head.
Parts of my brain felt as if activated – every dendrite alive! -
where they had never been before! Then it was all over my entire body
like a magnified goose-bump sensation, running up & down my
spine, but together with this amazing warm glowing golden light
coming from within me and all around me... all happening within a few
seconds while I still had my eyes closed, semi-aware but NOT dreaming
at all... AND it was full of the most immense and DIVINE LOVE I
had ever felt. Just pure ecstasy and nirvana!
At the same time, this strong feeling
“pulled me up” like drawing me upwards toward space but from
within me. LOVE like I cannot describe with words! I felt like I
wanted to leave my body and follow it. This was all still a
combination of the physical electric awakened body, merged with the
pure unadulterated LOVE inner sensation, and the golden light all
around me like a warm embrace... all in ONE with what I
perceived as a Divine Entity attracting me toward it/him/her. I
didn't want to fully wake up or open my eyes because I didn't want it
to end... It all seemed to last about 5 minutes, yet forever! Even
now when I try to re-live the memory, it brings tears of joy and
surrender. How I wish everybody could have an episode like this to
experience it first hand. Some of you may have!?
Needless to say, I was never the same
after that night. I don't yet know what was that exactly, (I welcome
your suggestions), but it certainly propelled me into not just a more
active spiritual path, but it has also awakened “spiritual &
physically tools” within me. I'm now more sensitive to “energies”
of places and people. I'm more intuitive and have a broader more
cosmic perception of things and events, including a better
understanding of multidimensional/quantum concepts... I also now
experience similar smaller-sized glow/electric episodes when I enter
certain spaces or receive some “special” information. (I again do
not know how to describe this.) And of course, it opened my heart to
an even bigger capacity to LOVE!
But more continues to unfold each day
since that night... Perhaps now you may better understand the
symbolism depicted in my tattoo, which I had placed on my back a
month after this episode. It was also shortly that following summer of 2009
that I was “guided” to becoming initiated as a Rising Star
Healing practitioner....
On a September 2010 day I was working
as an 8-hr-airport-standby Flight Attendant at DFW. After sitting
for just a couple of hours, I got a call from crew scheduling
assigning me to do a Ft Walton Beach flight. So I got to the
airplane and did all my pre-flight duties & checks and was ready
for passengers, when suddenly, in came the gate agent to tell me that
crew-sched had removed me
from that flight assignment because they found another FA. I packed
up my things and continued to sit standby at Terminal B.
About half hour later I was walking
through the terminal and found myself just about 50 ft in front of
an elderly couple walking toward my direction. In an instant, the woman missed
a step, tripped and proceeded to fall forward as I watched almost in
slow motion. I ran towards her to try to catch her before she hit the
floor head on, but could not get there in time, especially since I
was dragging my suitcase along and had knee problems myself. As I
reached them, I was able to assist her to get up from the floor and
call to a nearby gate agent to call for help and bring a wheelchair.
We got her on the wheelchair and tried to make sure she was okay, but
she said she just banged her knee and was a little shook up. She
refused to receive any further help. So I escorted them to the
Starbucks they were headed to in the first place, offered my
assistant, tried to be helpful, caring and sympathetic and told them
it was okay for me to hang out for a few more minutes because I had
no flights to get to, just airport standby, etc. I left them situated
and proceeded to go back to the crew lounge.
Another 2 hours went by... then crew
scheduling gives me a last minute assignment for a flight to
Asheville NC for an overnight. The original flight attendant
apparently got food poisoning and could not do this flight at the
last minute. When I was greeting the boarding passengers at the entry
door, lo n behold, there was the elderly couple coming to MY
newly-assigned flight. She sees me and smiles saying: “I will never
forget you, and here you are now!” I was astonished and so happy to
see them again, now as my passengers! As they were deplaning in
Asheville, she gave me a big warm hug and thanked me again for all my
kindness. What are the odds for something like this to happen? My
life is full of these “coincidences” especially in the last
couple of years. Life is truly stranger than fiction!
So,
what is the higher purpose in these synchronistic events? Why was I
sent to work the couple's flight only after
our encounter? I already notice the multitude of coincidences in my
life. I GET IT! So why does it keep happening if I already got the
message? I didn't save her life or anything grand & magnanimous.
I was simply kind & caring to her. Was that enough to "make
a difference in her life"? Did I "serve" her or served
a higher purpose by just being there? Is that all it takes to be an
instrument of God's will? YES! Just as simple as that.... even if it
is just to create this aha
moment,
another lesson in enlightenment,
to
show me that by simple caring & compassion you serve His will! Later, I cried sweet tears of surrender & humility.
Then
the next evening at home I finally get to watch this movie that I had
rented and was sitting there for a week: "The Shift" by Dr.
Wayne W. Dyer. How great is this movie (book) at explaining it all,
and making it seem so simple! In it he says:
"Synchronicity:
Is like a collaboration with fate. All of that (synchronicity)
becomes the norm when the ego is no longer the driving force in your
life. You begin to recognize that there's a powerful organizing
intelligence that is on all things, and it is working with
you and foryou, almost as
if you are making it happen by just being connected to your Source."
And later he
says: "You
never attract what you want, you attract what you ARE".
But
this was all just plain “coincidence”, right?? <wink> Many other stories I will post here will show my belief that Spirit works behind all this synchronicity. :-)
I
started working as a Flight Attendant back in 1986. I quit for a few
years while raising my boys. Then began again with American Eagle in
2004. On my first journey to Sedona (on my own) in Spring of 2009, I
was advised that this job was “divinely guided” for me, but that
I also have healing energy coming out of my hands... that I've had
several lifetimes as a “healer”.
I
now work on 50-seater Embraer jets to most USA cities, Mexico &
Canada. These jets have been referred to as “petri dishes” for
dis-ease, so I try to turn them into “greenhouses of love”
by "irrigating" my passengers with the Prema Agni (Fire of
Divine Love) & Rising Star Healing vibrations that I have
received in spiritual initiations. (www.SQ-Wellness.com) On my pre-flight checks, I perform
a Prema Agni blessing of the cabin to turn it into a vortex of love &
light.
Then
for the beverage service I prepare the cart with the same blessing &
irradiation of my healing vibrations over all liquids and ice bins.
This process is similarly shown in the Emoto water studies and that
documentary called "Water". For 50 passengers per flight,
multiplied per 3 to 5 flights per day, times 20 or so days per
month..... do the math. It's quite a lot of people! I see the
difference in attitudes at the end of each flight. Turning negative
frustrations into positive radiance one plane-ride at a time.... and
what a ride it is! ;-)
I've seen many times how I've been used
as an instrument, (because I've given my intent to serve) including
feeling the strong higher energies being channeled through my body
during flight. All are somehow getting a healing. And no, it's NOT
just me getting hot flashes! Plus all the occurring synchronicity
events and anecdotes I'll continue to share in this blog on
subsequent posts.
I
try to simply surrender to the Big Plan, and I know that even
what trips I'm assigned – or especially what change of
schedule I get - is according to a higher purpose. I LOVE this job
anyway, always did, and I've been a natural at it. I treat every
passenger as if they were guests in my own house; with dignity,
respect and caring... recognizing their sanctity, that they are each
a Divine cell in the body of this Universe that is One with God.
So,
if I'm serving a purpose doing this job, then circumstances around my
life should conspire to support me doing this job, right? Ha, ha! But that is
not always the case! That's when karma & duality play their card.
After all, we're here to learn more lessons in understanding, love,
tolerance, and especially lessons on surrender and rising above our
fears of separation from Spirit. Call me “waitress in the sky”?
Go ahead, I know better.
One
day in April 2010, I met Lee Carroll (channel for Kryon) in Mt.
Shasta. “Coincidentally” we took the same flight back to San
Fran. Upon saying our farewells there, Lee hugs me and says to me:
“keep doing that blessing process you're doing on the flights. It's
working!” I looked at him bewildered and could only respond: “Thank
you!” I (nor my friend traveling with me) had never mentioned
anything to him about my flights... but I guess Kryon knew. ;-)
Namaste
Back in 1980 in my Freshman year at the
University of Puerto Rico, a “picture” was revealed to me that
would forever stay indelible in my mind...
One day during Catholic lent season of
Spring, I was riding on a typical public transportation passenger van
(which we called “pisa-y-corre”) from my neighborhood to the
campus. It was early morning and the van was packed with people. I
was squeezed against a left-hand side window, immersed in thought &
daydreaming. Outside, the weather was an unusually rainy day with a
completely overcast cloudy gray sky.
I somehow began to think about one of
those movies about the life of Jesus – immersed in my own thoughts
and blocking-out all conversations of the other 10 people in the van
ride - that were commonly played on TV during this time prior to Holy
week and Easter Sunday. I thought of what it would be like to have a
“visitation” of the Christ's Holy Ghost in my own bedroom, like
one of those apparitions depicted in the movies. How scared out of my
wits I'd be if suddenly He would appear personified in front of me.
What would that be like? How would I feel?
At the very moment I asked myself those
questions, I look up to the sky through my window and see the clouds
were parting only in a section precisely to reveal the clear
blue sky behind the clouds and a perfectly full moon in the morning
daylight. It was as if someone had punched a hole out of the heavy
gray clouds to reveal the moon in all her splendor... always there
behind the veil of clouds.
With joyful tears streaming down my
face, I suddenly received a knowing, an “aha!” moment, a
revelation that THIS was what it was to see God. That it's
never just that “God is always there for us”, as a separate
Divine Creator that is somewhere up there in heaven, as we
raised-Catholics were always taught. But that God IS ALL that
we see around us. That we SEE & FEEL Him in His entirety
in every thing and entity of His creation, and not just as an
indwelling portion of things. God is not in the Moon, God is
the Moon. “I Am That I Am”!
I looked around to see if anyone else
had noticed this parting of the sky, with the excitement of a child
who had just seen Santa Claus, I wanted to alert them all. But just
as quickly as the Moon appeared, the clouds closed their curtain
again. The wonderment and enlightenment of it all has lasted in me
all these years, and my communion with Spirit deepened ever so since
then.
I have created this Blog with the purpose of sharing anecdotes about my journey into awakening and enlightenment. How it came about and how this spirituality paints my picture of everyday events. This is what "awakening" is all about... a changing of your own perspective of things, and opening your "view" to the synchronicity of Spirit in your life! Not in grand gestures, but in the common little things that most people overlook.
I strongly believe that this "New Age" spirituality should NOT only be about the study and understanding of esoteric & metaphysical concepts, but about practicing them every day "in the flesh" in their simplest forms. These postings here is how I see this spirituality manifesting in my life's daily routine.
I had always kept these experiences to myself, or only expressed them to a select few friends. So now I'm coming out of "my closet"! This blog is therefore my attempt in sharing & spreading the Light... as a lightworker or a wayshower. May Spirit guide me and use me as a channel and an instrument of LOVE... Namaste <3
