Hell-Bound Heathen and Earth Angel Priestess! ;-)

What a month it has been! A month of expression and lessons learned. The birthing of this blog opened a floodgate of remembrances, spiritual guidance and teachings... recently, mostly lessons on TOLERANCE and non-judgment!

The spectrum of anecdotes varied from a wide range of simple "signs", to mastering teachings. At one point during a work-trip, I was faced with a passenger trying to ascertain my religious faith in hopes of recruiting me into her huge Gateway Church. She was sitting next to me during my commuting flight from Dallas (DFW) to Chicago (ORD). 

"What church do you belong to?", she asked. This is a common conversation ice-breaker in the heavily Evangelical-Republican-Bible-Belt southern million-dollar-homes suburb where this church is located, and where this lady lives. The conversation went on for the entire 2 hour flight, on matters of religious beliefs & true Christian practices. In the end, both she and I were unexpectedly surprised of how much we were actually in agreement and "on the same page" in our ideas and general concepts, of practicing our faith in our every day lives... her from her evangelical-baptist christian point of view, me from my spiritual-metaphysical New Age interdenominational belief. Perhaps being mislead by her stereotypical notion of who a Flight Attendant is, I think she was not expecting me to be one on a spiritual path. But I held my ground during our discussion and it all served to remind me as well of not judging based on preconceived notions. I too had misjudged her as soon as I heard her first remarks.

A couple of days later, during the same trip, I had a teenager girl flying for her very first time on a flight from Knoxville to Chicago, by herself as an unaccompanied-minor. She was truly unfamiliar with everything related to air travel and the airplane itself, so I helped reassure her and explained all the features of our jet and the escorting process. After all, the first time I was ever on a major flight to the USA, I was 22 years old!

During the beverage service in mid-flight of that one-hour-long flight, this girl -Bible in hand- started asking me questions about my religious beliefs... here we go again!!  "Do you read the Bible?", "which Bible?", "do you even believe in God?".... all in an accusatory tone and in a machine-gun delivery approach! "The King James Bible is THE true bible and the ONLY holy scripture!"

Long story short, after me politely (and caring/smiling at her) answering each question BRIEFLY, she decided and flatly told me that I -and anyone who is not Christian BAPTIST- "were going to HELL". But that she would pray for my salvation nonetheless.... I replied: "I understand where you're coming from and I appreciate your good intentions. That is okay, and it's suitable for you; but we are free to choose our beliefs in this country, and the Baptist religion simply does not suit me at this stage of my 49-yr old life. I'm not even supposed to discuss religion while working." I politely thanked her -still with a compassionate smile on my face- and continued serving beverages to the next passenger. She was only 16 yrs old.

As that same flight was starting its final approach into ORD, another lady passenger asked me about my "Rising Star" pendant necklace. I briefly explained (again) about what it meant, and she was very receptive to the information. As she was deplaning the aircraft at the end of the flight, she handed me a handwritten note that read:

"I am getting a message -(I'm psychic/medium)- that you need to read Doreen Virtue's book on Earth Angels, because YOU are an Earth Angel and probably a High Priestess! Namaste, Anna"

LOL What a contrast! I have indeed read it and have recommended it to other people too. I got this book in Oct 10, 2010 (coincidentally matching date as the same birth-date of this blog!) after some stranger told me during a Derek O'Neill workshop we were attending, that I was an "Earth Incarnated Angel" as described in that book. Actually, I fit the description there to a T!! :-)))

And all in a day's work...... Life is truly stranger than fiction!... and the lessons are always there in front of us everywhere, for our benefit!

“There is no harm in having many religions and faiths, but it is harmful to think that they are different and that one faith is higher and the other one is lower. Children, do not see the differences. See the unity in them and the great ideals that they teach.” ~ Amma Amritanandamayi

"Love is the answer; now what is the question?" ~ Derek O'Neill

And a Tree Grows Still

This is a story of mixed-blessings and unconditional love from every angle....

My kid brother Luis Gabriel “Gabo” was born on Dec/31/1972, on the day that Roberto Clemente’s humanitarian plane crashed; I was 10 ½ years old. I didn’t know then that he was the love child of a love affair my mother had. My parents’ physical and romantic relationship was practically dead when she met and fell in love with another man who was married too. Her pregnancy was an accident, of course, and the whole world came crashing down on her to the point that she tried to kill herself by having a car crash. Due to this accident that sent her to the hospital with minor injuries, was then how we (the kids) were told that she was pregnant and that it was a “miracle” she didn’t loose the child. My parents shortly reconciled and all things were back to our normal dysfunctional household.

My father accepted, raised and loved him as his own son without ever any hesitation. We (the kids) were never told, but I intuitively became aware of Gabo’s birth circumstances by the time I was 15. My mother let me know “officially” by the time I was in college. Having the true facts helped explain my parents' situation as a couple, but it did not change or diminished in the least bit how he was our own brother just the same. This was such a “lesson” on acceptance, love and Grace!

Gabo turned out to be a happy-go-lucky, charming and loving boy his whole life. He didn't have a mean bone in his body. My oldest brother (Cuco) and I were the ones who took care of him after school and helped with his upbringing. Gabo suffered from dyslexia, so doing homework with him was a very difficult task. Gabo used to call me “Mami Momia” (Mummy Mommy) from child play, and we were very close. As he became a teenager, he spent a year off in Germany (at Ramstein AFB) with my other brother Paco when he was stationed there.

Shortly after he came back from Europe, Gabo was the only brother that was able to come to my wedding when I finally got married (to the later father of my children) in New Jersey, after my fiance and I had been living together for 3 yrs. It was my surprise wedding gift to Artie - right before we entered the reception hall - to tell him that I was about 8 weeks pregnant. My family was delighted with the news and Gabo wished us well in the wedding video and stated matter-of-factly that it would be a boy.

On the exact day when we returned home after our two-week honeymoon, Gabo was accidentally shot and killed in our neighborhood by a troubled teenager who had purchased an illegal gun in the streets. It was September 23, 1990 and my baby brother was only 17 yrs old. He never got old enough to be told who his biological father was. Did it matter? NO, my father was his real father, indeed!

Needless to say, my family debated how to tell me the news because they feared I would loose the baby. The pain and sorrow of loosing my kid brother who was almost my own child was unbearable to say the least, but I managed to survive it because of a “spiritual experience” I had on the plane ride that day on my way back to San Juan, and later, because of my pregnancy and the related happiness of finally having my own child.

As I boarded the emergency flight back to P.R., all I knew was that he was still “alive” in the hospital, but that he was probably brain-dead and connected to life-support. I was very grieve-stricken and in shock, but somehow managed to briefly dose-off in mid-flight. Suddenly, in my half-asleep state I felt Gabo's presence as if he was hugging me right there, as I then “telepathically” (inwardly, not actually hearing a voice) received his message telling me that he was happy and that: “It is all about the LOVE... nothing else matters.” I was simultaneously feeling this indescribable deep loving peace surrounding me!

I woke up with the “knowing” and understanding that he had passed away, but that he would always be there very present for me. This gave me the fortitude to survive the aftermath of this tragedy and to complete my bittersweet gestation period. As we were picked up at the airport by a friend of the family, he had to timidly convey the news that Gabo had indeed passed away while we were in-flight. I reassured him saying: “Don't worry, I already know, I'll be okay.”

My parents chose to not press criminal charges against the teenager neighbor whose ill-fated chain of errors and bad decisions set in motion such subsequent devastating events to both himself and to our family. My parents truly forgave, showed compassion, and FORGOT his erroneous actions!

I was devastated for the next few months until I was taken to the hospital and was induced into labor on April 22. But my firstborn boy, Christian Gabriel, was born at 12:02 AM, April 23, 1991, exactly 7 months after Gabo's passing, and to fulfill his prediction on my wedding night.

My kid brother was more like a son to me, and his short life until his death at 17 yrs old was nothing but UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. When I finally purchased my own first house in 2003, I planted a tree in the front lawn, in his memory. A Chinese Pistache tree that would endure the extreme Texas heat. I have since had to move out of this house due to my divorce and the financial hardships of being a single mom... but this tree remains growing there as a testimony of unending love! You may visit it at:

5709 Soapberry Drive, Keller TX 76244

Dad & Gabo

Gabo's Tree at center-left

Tree to the right of mailbox

Divine Mother Arrives

Last Spring I received the "nudge" and guidance to go to Lake Titicaca. I was all booked- vaccinations included- to go on a spiritual trip to Bolivia's sacred places in Tiwuanaku & Lake Titicaca for the solstice in June, but had to cancel it only 2 days before for lack of funds. (My IRS rebate allotted for this trip was "mysteriously" lost in the system, even thou I filed in January.)
 

I was all depressed & conflicted about NOT being able to go then, also because I felt I was wasting my vacation week with nothing to do/go. But lo & behold.... on June 21st I somehow "found" online that, to my surprise, Mother Amma was going to be here in Dallas the very next day. I had heard of her but had never sought more information. So, for the next couple of days I went for Darshan and received a healing of ALL my "mother issues"- even the ones I didn't know I had!- and then during the Devi Bhava ceremony (June 23) I received from Amma my mantra. I just knew immediately that I had to get the Japa Mala initiation. Once again, I did not choose a guru, a Satguru came to me when I was ready. And she certainly did that for me! It all fell into place as it should have been in perfect synchronicity after all. (As it was too when the first Kryon books came to me in perfect timing.)  

The moment she gave me the first HUG (darshan) and I smelled her flowery rose fragrance, I recognized that it was THE same scent I had been engulfed-in several times before: during my trails in Sedona, at several other spiritual workshops, etc... Aha! It was the Devine Mother who had always been there with me in my awakening journey!

Suddenly I knew I had to follow her to one of Amma's 4-day retreats, so it turned out that the one in Toronto in July fit my days-off schedule and I booked it as my birthday gift to myself! (The IRS money finally arrived in time for this!!) I guess it has been a year of  "Divine Goddess" healing... So many synchronicity events happened during those days in the retreat. It was truly magical! I could see it all playing out like a game of chess.

 I have not given up going to Lake Titicaca. Later in Summer, I started reading a book by Jorge Luis Delgado, "Andean Awakening", a must read, especially before going there! I'm hoping to make it there at a later time, perhaps next year. I trust the guidance to go there, though it may have been the wrong timing for me to go in June. Spirit works  s  l  o  w  l  y !

After meeting Amma Amritanandamayi, I've had a new-found peace that I had never felt before! Go see for yourself...

www.amma.org

www.amritapuri.org

My Angelic "Lyriana" Name

In June/11/2010, I was in England for the "Reconnecting the Codes" 3-day workshop at Stonehenge, Avebury & Crop Circles by Solara An-Ra. On the introduction channelled-message the very first thing she starts saying is a message for ME:

“Angels of Light come first, to speak to you (pointing at me) dear one.  L y r i a n a  is your name, Angel of Light that you are... Lyriana... (chanting) how sweet is this name... how sweet the vibration... Lyriana, from the Sirian Archangelic Tribe, a branch of which, if you like, are called “Angels of Light”. Yes, all angels are of the light vibration, but these are specific. We call ourselves “Angels of Light”, and have specific purpose thru you, dear one."

(Thank God I was recording it!) See Solara's website here:

http://www.solara.org.uk/default.aspx

The entire naming-ceremony "christening" experience was amazing!! I was coming home! And NO coincidence that this occurred in England. We received several activations of our DNA, healings & initiations tailored to each individual throughout the 3 days, and divinely guided by our guardians, masters and other spirit ancestors & shamans, as channeled thru Solara An-Ra. The final "graduation" initiation for me turned out to be.... the Sisterhood of Isis! This workshop was similar to a Karnak Initiation Into the Great White or Gold Brotherhood workshop that I had received in August 2009 by Bhakti Sondra Shaye. See here: 

http://www.lifechanginghealingcenter.com/Karnak.htm

I never felt familiar or connected to my proper given name.... I never reacted when people called me that! I had a strong aversion to it, like that birth name was someone else and NOT me. Hence why since kindergarten I always asked everyone to call me by my nickname Tita.  I have been transitioning since to this "new" name - Lyriana - which immediately felt dear & true to me. It is now an integral part of my metamorphosis into the New Paradigm self.

This truly felt like a rite of passage into my spiritual life. Almost as when priests & nuns are given a new name too... I'm a "New Age Nun" now! ;-)) It's like when you get your Confirmation name (which I never did, back when I was a Catholic teenager). Something really good "clicks" inside when I hear someone call me by this name!

I hope the big picture is becoming clearer for you... All this chain of events that was triggered by my intent and desire for reconnection to Spirit & my Higher-Self, in the beginning of 2009.

Namaste, Love 3 & Thanks 2  :-)

CC's First Encounter

Around early April 2009, in the book I was reading at the time there was a reference to the Crop Circles in England. I jumped with excitement: “Crop Circles are still appearing in England!!??” I didn't know they were! I remember seeing news years earlier about a few of those “circles”... entangled in a lot of controversy. I never forgot my birthday on July 12, 1990 when it was all over the news about the long now-famous pictogram that appeared that day nearly 20 yrs earlier. (see photos below)

Upon looking up more information about them in the internet, I quickly became fascinated by the intricate designs & sacred geometry involved. This was just in time for the start of the 2009 CC season. I then purchased every book & video I could find about the subject. I felt the NEED to go to Wiltshire to experience their presence that very Summer. It was NOT enough for me to just read about or see photos from a distance. I HAD to be IN them! I made arrangements to travel to England in mid-July in time for my birthday at the height of a most prolific CC season, and booked to attend my first CC Summer Lectures conference in Devizes UK.

Upon first arriving to England on July 9^th 2009, I immediately felt a deep familiarity with the southern countryside there. It truly felt like home more than I ever felt in my own homeland or the US. All kinds of synchronicity kept happening to me while there, as if I had opened a Pandora's box of great things and good omens. I visited Stonehenge on my birthday! And I could not stop this urge to be in Avebury and its surrounding areas. Then on July 13, I finally managed to visit my first crop formation... the “Mayan Headdress” formation across Silbury Hill! It was at sunset and with no other visitors around (except my 2 friend companions) to share this wondrous energetic temple!

I could feel the energy of it as I got closer to it. Then at the magical moment when I stepped into this perfect formation, a wave of pure love energy engulfed me, overpowering me into tears and almost dropping to my knees. As I circumnavigated the rivers of flattened wheat shafts, my inner-child felt reborn and I came to visualize the higher path that had led me to that moment of surrender...

That year I visited several CC formations and other ancient sacred & energetic places like Glastonbury. When it was time to leave Wiltshire before going back to TX, we drove down a road south from Marlborough with the Savernake Forest to my left-side car window. I felt ripped apart by the feeling of not wanting to leave England, my true Motherland, so much that I had a tightness in my chest and dreadful feeling of leaving an appendage behind. The next morning, the inter-dimensional “circle makers” honored my (wink) feelings by planting an appendage-missing formation on Martinsell Hill near that same road, on July 19, 2009... but I was lucky to return later that month for the CC's Lectures, and I continue to do my pilgrimage to Wilts every year since. The crop circles for me have been a calling card to a new network of friends and new spiritual pursuits!

See for yourself: http://www.temporarytemples.co.uk/imagelibrary/

Pictogram - July 1990

Mayan Headdress - July 2009

Martinsell Hill - July 2009

Photos by Steve Alexander

Enter Kryon...

Just the very next day after I entered my "Glow-Night" story, I went back to my reading of the latest KRYON book "The 12 Layers of DNA". The next pages I start reading were the chapter of the God layers (pg 186...) and they seem to explain that very episode I had, as a possible activation of those layers thru my having given intent!

Back when I started reading "New Age" spirituality books in late 2008, one book led me to another, and another, etc. I had seen the KRYON book series while browsing, but I decided to postpone reading them and go on to other books. Cast aside, moved on! Then later I was "suggested" them on my Amazon page, but yet again I passed the "prompt" and just added the first book to my wish list. Then I guess He decided to take matters into his own hands and about 2 days later a friend comes home with his old copies of KRYON's books 1 & 2: "I thought you'd be interested in reading these books", he said. I nearly dropped to my knees in amazement! And my body received a huge "goose bump" sensation up & down my spine.

It was March 2009, just after my Glow event!! So yes, Kryon came to me!... because I was ready for him then. Your teachers DO come to you! Everything I read clicked in perfect harmony with my inner-knowing and HIS explanations are the best & easiest for ALL to understand! Then as I started reading insatiably, I felt the "urge" to go to one of his workshops so that I could experience for myself His energies "in the flesh". ;-) After several attempts in the latter months on 2009, I finally got the proper timing to go to the Boulder seminar in January 2010... and NO coincidence that THAT was the one I had to attend as my 1st time. It all seemed to be a message for "me"! :-) See this channeling now on the DNA book, page 222. (LOL about the pg number... but more about these 11, 22, 33 numbers in later postings). I had already been initiated as a Rising Star healer by that time and several things said in that channeling were for "healers" too.

I also went later to the Mt. Shasta seminar in April 2010 where lots other synchronicity occurred surrounding this trip. (also see my posting of "My F/A Job") I'll never forget when he said: "You Lemurians come to Shasta to pick up tools"... and that I did, indeed! You are all so dearly loved.
www.kryon.com

The Golden Light Night

What I'm about to describe here is one of my most difficult to explain events and a most-guarded secret to come out and share in public. As I figure out which story to post each day, I try to discern the proper timing for publishing it, trying to pace myself. But I then realize that the “timing” implies that I'm taking for granted that I indeed do have all these days ahead to write & post here. Is that living in the NOW? What if I don't have much time left here in this lifetime?

There are all these things that I've wanted to share... always thinking that “someday” I'll write some essays or something to immortalize these stories for my kids & grandkids. Then there's always the: “who would care to read about my soap-opera life? It'll sound like a bad novella, too crazy for anyone to believe anyway!” But the truth is that I should write these regardless of how many people would be actually reading them... for ME!... as a catharsis and acknowledgment of the lessons learned. That's why I'll be adding several postings every week, like there's no tomorrow. ;-) Of course, it's also as a product of the new-paradigm energies we're receiving here on Earth, that are giving us a feeling of time for closure and life-review before the rebirth. So, I should tell you what happened to me that was the TRUE awakening into my current spiritual path of enlightenment, mastery & empowerment. I take the risk of not doing it justice in my written description here! But here it goes...

Around the middle of March 2009, I was already reading several new age spiritual books with channeled “angelic or cosmic” messages, and one day I decided to make it official and gave intention up to the heavens to start my awakening journey, and promised to pay more attention to the guidance brought by all my celestial guardians & guides.

Then just two nights later around 3:30am, while in a state of lite sleep, my brain suddenly “turned on” with an inner electric painless sensation that felt as if I had stuck my finger in a socket and had turned my brain into a huge “glow-worm”. It seemed to have started from the lower back of my brain (cerebellum) until it engulfed my entire brain & head. Parts of my brain felt as if activated – every dendrite alive! - where they had never been before! Then it was all over my entire body like a magnified goose-bump sensation, running up & down my spine, but together with this amazing warm glowing golden light coming from within me and all around me... all happening within a few seconds while I still had my eyes closed, semi-aware but NOT dreaming at all... AND it was full of the most immense and DIVINE LOVE I had ever felt. Just pure ecstasy and nirvana!

At the same time, this strong feeling “pulled me up” like drawing me upwards toward space but from within me. LOVE like I cannot describe with words! I felt like I wanted to leave my body and follow it. This was all still a combination of the physical electric awakened body, merged with the pure unadulterated LOVE inner sensation, and the golden light all around me like a warm embrace... all in ONE with what I perceived as a Divine Entity attracting me toward it/him/her. I didn't want to fully wake up or open my eyes because I didn't want it to end... It all seemed to last about 5 minutes, yet forever! Even now when I try to re-live the memory, it brings tears of joy and surrender. How I wish everybody could have an episode like this to experience it first hand. Some of you may have!?

Needless to say, I was never the same after that night. I don't yet know what was that exactly, (I welcome your suggestions), but it certainly propelled me into not just a more active spiritual path, but it has also awakened “spiritual & physically tools” within me. I'm now more sensitive to “energies” of places and people. I'm more intuitive and have a broader more cosmic perception of things and events, including a better understanding of multidimensional/quantum concepts... I also now experience similar smaller-sized glow/electric episodes when I enter certain spaces or receive some “special” information. (I again do not know how to describe this.) And of course, it opened my heart to an even bigger capacity to LOVE!

But more continues to unfold each day since that night... Perhaps now you may better understand the symbolism depicted in my tattoo, which I had placed on my back a month after this episode. It was also shortly that following summer of 2009 that I was “guided” to becoming initiated as a Rising Star Healing practitioner.... 

Elderly Couple from Asheville

On a September 2010 day I was working as an 8-hr-airport-standby Flight Attendant at DFW. After sitting for just a couple of hours, I got a call from crew scheduling assigning me to do a Ft Walton Beach flight. So I got to the airplane and did all my pre-flight duties & checks and was ready for passengers, when suddenly, in came the gate agent to tell me that crew-sched had removed me from that flight assignment because they found another FA. I packed up my things and continued to sit standby at Terminal B.

About half hour later I was walking through the terminal and found myself just about 50 ft in front of an elderly couple walking toward my direction. In an instant, the woman missed a step, tripped and proceeded to fall forward as I watched almost in slow motion. I ran towards her to try to catch her before she hit the floor head on, but could not get there in time, especially since I was dragging my suitcase along and had knee problems myself. As I reached them, I was able to assist her to get up from the floor and call to a nearby gate agent to call for help and bring a wheelchair. We got her on the wheelchair and tried to make sure she was okay, but she said she just banged her knee and was a little shook up. She refused to receive any further help. So I escorted them to the Starbucks they were headed to in the first place, offered my assistant, tried to be helpful, caring and sympathetic and told them it was okay for me to hang out for a few more minutes because I had no flights to get to, just airport standby, etc. I left them situated and proceeded to go back to the crew lounge.

Another 2 hours went by... then crew scheduling gives me a last minute assignment for a flight to Asheville NC for an overnight. The original flight attendant apparently got food poisoning and could not do this flight at the last minute. When I was greeting the boarding passengers at the entry door, lo n behold, there was the elderly couple coming to MY newly-assigned flight. She sees me and smiles saying: “I will never forget you, and here you are now!” I was astonished and so happy to see them again, now as my passengers! As they were deplaning in Asheville, she gave me a big warm hug and thanked me again for all my kindness. What are the odds for something like this to happen? My life is full of these “coincidences” especially in the last couple of years. Life is truly stranger than fiction!

So, what is the higher purpose in these synchronistic events? Why was I sent to work the couple's flight only after our encounter? I already notice the multitude of coincidences in my life. I GET IT! So why does it keep happening if I already got the message? I didn't save her life or anything grand & magnanimous. I was simply kind & caring to her. Was that enough to "make a difference in her life"? Did I "serve" her or served a higher purpose by just being there? Is that all it takes to be an instrument of God's will? YES! Just as simple as that.... even if it is just to create this aha moment, another lesson in enlightenment, to show me that by simple caring & compassion you serve His will! Later, I cried sweet tears of surrender & humility.

Then the next evening at home I finally get to watch this movie that I had rented and was sitting there for a week: "The Shift" by Dr. Wayne W. Dyer. How great is this movie (book) at explaining it all, and making it seem so simple! In it he says:

"Synchronicity: Is like a collaboration with fate. All of that (synchronicity) becomes the norm when the ego is no longer the driving force in your life. You begin to recognize that there's a powerful organizing intelligence that is on all things, and it is working with you and for you, almost as if you are making it happen by just being connected to your Source." And later he says: "You never attract what you want, you attract what you ARE".

But this was all just plain “coincidence”, right?? <wink> Many other stories I will post here will show my belief that Spirit works behind all this synchronicity. :-)

My F/A Job

I started working as a Flight Attendant back in 1986. I quit for a few years while raising my boys. Then began again with American Eagle in 2004. On my first journey to Sedona (on my own) in Spring of 2009, I was advised that this job was “divinely guided” for me, but that I also have healing energy coming out of my hands... that I've had several lifetimes as a “healer”.

I now work on 50-seater Embraer jets to most USA cities, Mexico & Canada. These jets have been referred to as “petri dishes” for dis-ease, so I try to turn them into “greenhouses of love” by "irrigating" my passengers with the Prema Agni (Fire of Divine Love) & Rising Star Healing vibrations that I have received in spiritual initiations. (www.SQ-Wellness.com) On my pre-flight checks, I perform a Prema Agni blessing of the cabin to turn it into a vortex of love & light.

Then for the beverage service I prepare the cart with the same blessing & irradiation of my healing vibrations over all liquids and ice bins. This process is similarly shown in the Emoto water studies and that documentary called "Water". For 50 passengers per flight, multiplied per 3 to 5 flights per day, times 20 or so days per month..... do the math. It's quite a lot of people! I see the difference in attitudes at the end of each flight. Turning negative frustrations into positive radiance one plane-ride at a time.... and what a ride it is! ;-)

I've seen many times how I've been used as an instrument, (because I've given my intent to serve) including feeling the strong higher energies being channeled through my body during flight. All are somehow getting a healing. And no, it's NOT just me getting hot flashes! Plus all the occurring synchronicity events and anecdotes I'll continue to share in this blog on subsequent posts.

I try to simply surrender to the Big Plan, and I know that even what trips I'm assigned – or especially what change of schedule I get - is according to a higher purpose. I LOVE this job anyway, always did, and I've been a natural at it. I treat every passenger as if they were guests in my own house; with dignity, respect and caring... recognizing their sanctity, that they are each a Divine cell in the body of this Universe that is One with God.

So, if I'm serving a purpose doing this job, then circumstances around my life should conspire to support me doing this job, right? Ha, ha! But that is not always the case! That's when karma & duality play their card. After all, we're here to learn more lessons in understanding, love, tolerance, and especially lessons on surrender and rising above our fears of separation from Spirit. Call me “waitress in the sky”? Go ahead, I know better.

One day in April 2010, I met Lee Carroll (channel for Kryon) in Mt. Shasta. “Coincidentally” we took the same flight back to San Fran. Upon saying our farewells there, Lee hugs me and says to me: “keep doing that blessing process you're doing on the flights. It's working!” I looked at him bewildered and could only respond: “Thank you!” I (nor my friend traveling with me) had never mentioned anything to him about my flights... but I guess Kryon knew. ;-) Namaste

(www.kryon.com)

Moon's Revelation

Back in 1980 in my Freshman year at the University of Puerto Rico, a “picture” was revealed to me that would forever stay indelible in my mind...

One day during Catholic lent season of Spring, I was riding on a typical public transportation passenger van (which we called “pisa-y-corre”) from my neighborhood to the campus. It was early morning and the van was packed with people. I was squeezed against a left-hand side window, immersed in thought & daydreaming. Outside, the weather was an unusually rainy day with a completely overcast cloudy gray sky.

I somehow began to think about one of those movies about the life of Jesus – immersed in my own thoughts and blocking-out all conversations of the other 10 people in the van ride - that were commonly played on TV during this time prior to Holy week and Easter Sunday. I thought of what it would be like to have a “visitation” of the Christ's Holy Ghost in my own bedroom, like one of those apparitions depicted in the movies. How scared out of my wits I'd be if suddenly He would appear personified in front of me. What would that be like? How would I feel?

At the very moment I asked myself those questions, I look up to the sky through my window and see the clouds were parting only in a section precisely to reveal the clear blue sky behind the clouds and a perfectly full moon in the morning daylight. It was as if someone had punched a hole out of the heavy gray clouds to reveal the moon in all her splendor... always there behind the veil of clouds.

With joyful tears streaming down my face, I suddenly received a knowing, an “aha!” moment, a revelation that THIS was what it was to see God. That it's never just that “God is always there for us”, as a separate Divine Creator that is somewhere up there in heaven, as we raised-Catholics were always taught. But that God IS ALL that we see around us. That we SEE & FEEL Him in His entirety in every thing and entity of His creation, and not just as an indwelling portion of things. God is not in the Moon, God is the Moon. “I Am That I Am”!

I looked around to see if anyone else had noticed this parting of the sky, with the excitement of a child who had just seen Santa Claus, I wanted to alert them all. But just as quickly as the Moon appeared, the clouds closed their curtain again. The wonderment and enlightenment of it all has lasted in me all these years, and my communion with Spirit deepened ever so since then.

Birthing of this Blog

I have created this Blog with the purpose of sharing anecdotes about my journey into awakening and enlightenment. How it came about and how this spirituality paints my picture of everyday events. This is what "awakening" is all about... a changing of your own perspective of things, and opening your "view" to the synchronicity of Spirit in your life! Not in grand gestures, but in the common little things that most people overlook.

I strongly believe that this "New Age" spirituality should NOT only be about the study and understanding of esoteric & metaphysical concepts, but about practicing them every day "in the flesh" in their simplest forms. These postings here is how I see this spirituality manifesting in my life's daily routine. 

I had always kept these experiences to myself, or only expressed them to a select few friends. So now I'm coming out of "my closet"! This blog is therefore my attempt in sharing & spreading the Light... as a lightworker or a wayshower. May Spirit guide me and use me as a channel and an instrument of LOVE...  Namaste <3