So here I am again after a long absence
and introspective silence, writing while on board a plane on my way
to Barcelona, for a much needed vacation, and in a couple of days
also embarking on a cruise. I'll be connecting with the light-network
on the 12/12/12 portal from the middle of the Mediterranean. (Yay!)
And what a year it has been for most of
us! For me it has been a very challenging year full of peaks,
valleys, and standing on the edge of a cliff. At the lowest point of
this roller-coaster duality I got to that breaking point were you
question everything that previously seemed so clear... and I had a
big crisis of faith. But it's never just one tragic thing that
triggers such despair. It is the escalation of a multitude of
difficulties & hardships that get you to that “enough is
enough” moment... the proverbial last straw that breaks the camel's
back. Would you believe I even passed a kidney stone last month!?
More purging of that which does not belong or serve me
anymore. Wasn't I supposed to do this, not that, etc, etc.?? NOPE.
There was another plan in the bigger picture for me. Serves me right!
After all, didn't I ask to be of service to my fellow men??
“Please God, I cannot take any more
of these hardships. Please, at least throw me a bone!”
So... a steak fell on my lap!! When I
least expected it. Just when you surrender, and give up, and throw
your arms up in the air, and you are left with no alternative but to
take it breath by breath, day by day, just BE. There it is: lesson
taken & learned! Suddenly it's my time to collect a little of
good karma rewards. Enter a
new generous and kind angel that is taking me on this idyllic
vacation for the 1st
time to the land of my elders: Spain! My first time taking a cruise
too! Funny how it all worked properly in perfect alignment and ease. As typical, God works in mysterious and unexpected ways...
My life is full of
possibilities again... all in divine timing, even if we
don't see it at first sight. I would have never
imagined 6 months ago that I was going to have this wonderful trip to
Europe at the end of 2012! I am bursting with gratitude....... Day by
day!......
Namaste. Love & Thanks!
